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Written by Kristin de la Renta

Foundation vs Tinted Moisturizer! The War Is ON!

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Out in Cali on business and it’s simultaneously my 15 year sober anniversary!

It’s surreal driving down the streets I used to drive down early on.

My perspectives have and continue to change as I heal and evolve, breaking through and out of old ways of being.. never staying the same for very long.

I’m COMMITTED AF… to the messy and the beautiful in this process.

And in turn, I’m blessed with multiple soul tribes and an evolving relationship with a HP that is bigger than ANY FN PROBLEM OR OBSTACLE in my life.

Here’s to 15, I couldn’t have done this alone BABY! I love you guys! #SOBERAF

xo, k
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#business #beauty #healing #motivation #funny #growth #love #leadership #nextlevel #makeuplooks #makeupartist #transformation #sober
#selflove #abundance #manifesting #meditation #womensempowerment #affirmations
#womeninbusiness #tech #ai #spiritualleadership #consciousbusiness #recovery #nyc #la #miami #tampa

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The Work

The beauty that is the process of healing is in the imperfection of it all.. in the innovative ways we learn to maneuver through the tosses and turns, by trial and error.. messy and graceful.. no matter what.

If you’re someone brave enough to try at all, you’re already winning..

Celebrate. Rinse. Repeat.

Keep going..✨

Want more inspo? Sign up for my newsletter via the link in bio or at www.kristindelarenta.com
xo, k💋

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People pleasing is a fear-based trauma response that’s layered and apart of the Shadow Work journey.

It’s a cocktail of fear, victim-hood, martyrdom, lack of faith, programming, punishment and selfishness - just to name a few.

Nevertheless, I’ve found it to be an invitation into a deeper dance with self and owning my personal power, and trusting my process and my connection to Source.

But get those expectations in check because to the utter dissatisfaction of my ego’s need for instant results: it’s been a process, not a light switch.

Remembering it’s always progress not perfection, be gentle and LOVE YOSELF - as you are, where you are, gorgeous.

Don’t be a Chanel bag.. 💕
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#kdlrbeautylabs #beauty #makeup #fashion #quotes #healing #growth #sober #intuitivehealer #lips #beauty #momlife #chanel #luxury #makeuplooks #makeupartist #mua #miamilife #miami #miamiswimweek #miamimakeupartist #beautiful #nyfw #miamimodel #miamiphotographer #nycphotographer #setlife #bts #style #nyc

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Remember that sometimes we have to go backwards and heal for a few steps in order to quantum leap forward… ✨

Trust. Build. Create💄💄💄
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#kdlrbeautylabs #beauty #makeup #beautyasmr #makeupasmr #asmr #makeuplooks #makeupartist #mua #tampamua #miami #miamiswimweek #miamimakeupartist #beautiful #hair #glam #nyfw #tampamakeupartist #miamimodel #tampamodel #miamiphotographer #tampaphotographer #nycphotographer #setlife #bts #fashion #style #nyc #tampa

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krisdelarenta

Use the tools you’ve cultivated to grow rather than resist whatever challenge is being presented in front of you.

Everything is exactly as it should be.

Simply get out of the Universe’s way and allow who you are becoming to step through.

Do not resist but instead seek out ways to align yourself with your wellbeing and purpose and let the rest go.

Easier said than done sometimes, I know.

This Growth Game ain’t for the weak…

#Model: @nataliakonopkka
#photographer: @neilleephoto
#hmu: @krisdelarenta @kdlrbeautylabs

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krisdelarenta

Walking a path of open vulnerability will attract many types.

Some will be ready to meet you where you are, build and grow with you, and become a part of your life-long tribe.

Some will come for healing and want to learn from you, and be another flavor that deepens the magic in your life..

And some will take your openness as weakness and attempt to use it to manipulate you to get what they want.

All three scenarios have a place and are an opportunity to step deeper into the relationship you hold with YOUR OWN standards and requirements, which is NOT the same thing as expectations.

May you enter into 2023 with clear boundaries on what you deserve, the courage to say no to everything and everyone who can’t meet you there and the trust to know that you are entering into the season of your wildest fucking dreams.

See you there…

xo, k

#sacred #soul #beauty #makeup #mua #miamimakeupartist #sober #spiritual #truth #love #selflove #miami #miamimodel #growth #leadership #healing #tampamakeupartist #mua #setlife #makeuplooks #makeupvideos #glam #2023 #NYE #quotes #spiritualquotes

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krisdelarenta

I don’t like to play it safe.. I wasn’t built that way.. for every time I emerge, I step out from a new rebirth and into my next outfit called Existence.. and on and on and so it goes..

Know that not everyone is meant to travel this journey with you.. it’s a you and god/higher self/source thing.. a healing game.. so when you collide with the few deep enough to call your crew, keep them close..✨
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#spiritualjourney #beautycoach #beautyintuitive #healing #love #selflove #sexy #beauty #makeuplooks #shorthair #mua #writer #poetry #spiritualquotes #miamimua #tampamua #nycmua #miamibeach #glam #fashion #miamimodel #shorthair #bts #makeupvideos

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krisdelarenta

I’ve arrived at a place where it’s all about the peace, the people that feel like safe space to explore with and opportunities to heal, grow and know true freedom..
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#healingarts #lifestyle #spiritualaf #spiritualjourney #spiritualjunkie #vibrationalshift #aura #higherguidance #peaceofmind #meditation #chakrahealing #aura #sober #healing #recovery #selflove #love #psychic #meditationtips #spiritual #chakrameditation #soulpurpose #5dconsciousness #chakracleansing #soulpath #spiritualmeme #women #beauty

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krisdelarenta

Feelings are only scary until I CHOOSE to take my power back and start chipping away at the onion layers to explore the resistance and discover the gifts that lay on the other side.

The first step is admitting there’s a block. The next step is intending/praying for a healing solution. The final step is trusting solutions will appear.

For me this started with EMDR therapy in 2017, suggested to me by a friend.

How will the next chapter in your journey show up for you?

Happy growing..

xo, k
😂🤘🏻❤️🙏🏻✨
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#kdlrbeautylabs #beauty #makeup #beautyasmr #makeupasmr #asmr #makeuplooks #makeupartist #mua #tampamua #miami #miamiswimweek #miamimakeupartist #beautiful #hair #glam #nyfw #tampamakeupartist #miamimodel #tampamodel #miamiphotographer #tampaphotographer #nycphotographer #setlife #bts #fashion #style #nyc #tampa

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krisdelarenta

Out in Cali on business and it’s simultaneously my 15 year sober anniversary!

It’s surreal driving down the streets I used to drive down early on.

My perspectives have and continue to change as I heal and evolve, breaking through and out of old ways of being.. never staying the same for very long.

I’m COMMITTED AF… to the messy and the beautiful in this process.

And in turn, I’m blessed with multiple soul tribes and an evolving relationship with a HP that is bigger than ANY FN PROBLEM OR OBSTACLE in my life.

Here’s to 15, I couldn’t have done this alone BABY! I love you guys! #SOBERAF

xo, k
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#business #beauty #healing #motivation #funny #growth #love #leadership #nextlevel #makeuplooks #makeupartist #transformation #sober
#selflove #abundance #manifesting #meditation #womensempowerment #affirmations
#womeninbusiness #tech #ai #spiritualleadership #consciousbusiness #recovery #nyc #la #miami #tampa

Open

krisdelarenta

The Work

The beauty that is the process of healing is in the imperfection of it all.. in the innovative ways we learn to maneuver through the tosses and turns, by trial and error.. messy and graceful.. no matter what.

If you’re someone brave enough to try at all, you’re already winning..

Celebrate. Rinse. Repeat.

Keep going..✨

Want more inspo? Sign up for my newsletter via the link in bio or at www.kristindelarenta.com
xo, k💋

Open

krisdelarenta

People pleasing is a fear-based trauma response that’s layered and apart of the Shadow Work journey.

It’s a cocktail of fear, victim-hood, martyrdom, lack of faith, programming, punishment and selfishness - just to name a few.

Nevertheless, I’ve found it to be an invitation into a deeper dance with self and owning my personal power, and trusting my process and my connection to Source.

But get those expectations in check because to the utter dissatisfaction of my ego’s need for instant results: it’s been a process, not a light switch.

Remembering it’s always progress not perfection, be gentle and LOVE YOSELF - as you are, where you are, gorgeous.

Don’t be a Chanel bag.. 💕
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

#kdlrbeautylabs #beauty #makeup #fashion #quotes #healing #growth #sober #intuitivehealer #lips #beauty #momlife #chanel #luxury #makeuplooks #makeupartist #mua #miamilife #miami #miamiswimweek #miamimakeupartist #beautiful #nyfw #miamimodel #miamiphotographer #nycphotographer #setlife #bts #style #nyc

Open

krisdelarenta

Remember that sometimes we have to go backwards and heal for a few steps in order to quantum leap forward… ✨

Trust. Build. Create💄💄💄
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.

#kdlrbeautylabs #beauty #makeup #beautyasmr #makeupasmr #asmr #makeuplooks #makeupartist #mua #tampamua #miami #miamiswimweek #miamimakeupartist #beautiful #hair #glam #nyfw #tampamakeupartist #miamimodel #tampamodel #miamiphotographer #tampaphotographer #nycphotographer #setlife #bts #fashion #style #nyc #tampa

Open

krisdelarenta

Use the tools you’ve cultivated to grow rather than resist whatever challenge is being presented in front of you.

Everything is exactly as it should be.

Simply get out of the Universe’s way and allow who you are becoming to step through.

Do not resist but instead seek out ways to align yourself with your wellbeing and purpose and let the rest go.

Easier said than done sometimes, I know.

This Growth Game ain’t for the weak…

#Model: @nataliakonopkka
#photographer: @neilleephoto
#hmu: @krisdelarenta @kdlrbeautylabs

Open

krisdelarenta

Walking a path of open vulnerability will attract many types.

Some will be ready to meet you where you are, build and grow with you, and become a part of your life-long tribe.

Some will come for healing and want to learn from you, and be another flavor that deepens the magic in your life..

And some will take your openness as weakness and attempt to use it to manipulate you to get what they want.

All three scenarios have a place and are an opportunity to step deeper into the relationship you hold with YOUR OWN standards and requirements, which is NOT the same thing as expectations.

May you enter into 2023 with clear boundaries on what you deserve, the courage to say no to everything and everyone who can’t meet you there and the trust to know that you are entering into the season of your wildest fucking dreams.

See you there…

xo, k

#sacred #soul #beauty #makeup #mua #miamimakeupartist #sober #spiritual #truth #love #selflove #miami #miamimodel #growth #leadership #healing #tampamakeupartist #mua #setlife #makeuplooks #makeupvideos #glam #2023 #NYE #quotes #spiritualquotes

Open

krisdelarenta

I don’t like to play it safe.. I wasn’t built that way.. for every time I emerge, I step out from a new rebirth and into my next outfit called Existence.. and on and on and so it goes..

Know that not everyone is meant to travel this journey with you.. it’s a you and god/higher self/source thing.. a healing game.. so when you collide with the few deep enough to call your crew, keep them close..✨
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#spiritualjourney #beautycoach #beautyintuitive #healing #love #selflove #sexy #beauty #makeuplooks #shorthair #mua #writer #poetry #spiritualquotes #miamimua #tampamua #nycmua #miamibeach #glam #fashion #miamimodel #shorthair #bts #makeupvideos

Open

krisdelarenta

I’ve arrived at a place where it’s all about the peace, the people that feel like safe space to explore with and opportunities to heal, grow and know true freedom..
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
#healingarts #lifestyle #spiritualaf #spiritualjourney #spiritualjunkie #vibrationalshift #aura #higherguidance #peaceofmind #meditation #chakrahealing #aura #sober #healing #recovery #selflove #love #psychic #meditationtips #spiritual #chakrameditation #soulpurpose #5dconsciousness #chakracleansing #soulpath #spiritualmeme #women #beauty

Open

krisdelarenta

Feelings are only scary until I CHOOSE to take my power back and start chipping away at the onion layers to explore the resistance and discover the gifts that lay on the other side.

The first step is admitting there’s a block. The next step is intending/praying for a healing solution. The final step is trusting solutions will appear.

For me this started with EMDR therapy in 2017, suggested to me by a friend.

How will the next chapter in your journey show up for you?

Happy growing..

xo, k
😂🤘🏻❤️🙏🏻✨
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.
.
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#kdlrbeautylabs #beauty #makeup #beautyasmr #makeupasmr #asmr #makeuplooks #makeupartist #mua #tampamua #miami #miamiswimweek #miamimakeupartist #beautiful #hair #glam #nyfw #tampamakeupartist #miamimodel #tampamodel #miamiphotographer #tampaphotographer #nycphotographer #setlife #bts #fashion #style #nyc #tampa

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